distance
I have been feeling a bit detached from everything lately. I cannot say it is a bad feeling, i feel quite strong. Like the whole world is racing by and i am left in my own little bubble.
It probably won’t last, not so long ago i got a short visit from the great sadness again.
I know it is a dramatic and silly name, but it fits so well… The word depression is such a sterile word for such a dramatic feeling. While in reality it is a tangible thing with a personality of its own, a deep and hollow monster that jumps on me when i least expect it.
Friends try to help, but they don’t understand, and i don’t blame them for that. But I guess it creates a distance between them and me. Well, some friends at least…
